I didn’t see
I wasn’t there
I didn’t care
lost I was
yes in-deed
dream I did
all night it
ate my hope
brought me woe
what a vile
to a child
which was wild
just like me
which you did
made me bleed
till I’m dry
made me cry
till I die
drown my life
so good-bye
This was written back when I was still young, around 2003, and somehow I got to dig it out from somewhere in the murky history of the internet. I can say that at least, I am a much stronger and happier now.